Sunday, November 28, 2010

28/11/10

How can anus pain be soooo painful.
Like putting salt onto a wound..
Its hurts hell everytime I go pee n shit..
Its been 3 wks.
This anus pain is making me spiral down everyday.
Cry myself to sleep every nite.
The anus medicine only ease 10% of pain.
No matter how hard I pray, pain won't go..
I dare not eat much, scared too much faeces n have to shit more.

I'm not happy at all even though my radio treatment gona end in 1+ wk's time..

I jus want the anus pain to go off.

I wish my heart can stop beating.
Then I can really rest in peace.
But I can stil feel my heartbeat every nite.
I'm so sad..

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