pre-cancerous cell

went for papsmear..
result=abnormal..

so i went for colposcope, biopsy n some other chk...

found out tat i've got pre-cancerous cell...
it will lead to cancer in long term if not treated...

so i'll be going surgery in few wks time to remove it..
its only a day surgery so not so serious..
also it will not affect my future pregnancy..
so ok la..

this is how the cell inside my cervix looks like...
yucky hor..
its very small but the scope expand it till so big..

so my dear frs, pls go for papsmear regularly..
no joke man..

cervix cancer is not like other cancers..
cervix cancer can be prevented one..
as long do regular papsmear...

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my thots abt this thing...

i'm not really very scared..
cos i'm fully covered for pte hospital..
i was still joking if its spreading cancer, then i can claim ins to buy a hse oh..
haha...

also i feel tat i dun really have any regrets in life...
good husband, happy family, good income n frequent travels..
i dun have big commitment tat i cant let go..
so even if i die, is also ok...

dun worry.. im not depresssed or in suicidal mode..
jus tat its fine if i jus pass away tmr..

prob the only small regret is dun have a baby for my grandma to see..

but then once i've got baby..
then its a big commitment tat i have to be ard liao oh...
somehow, i dun feel like wanting a baby now though...