Macau 15-18 Jan 2011

temp: 15 deg +/-.. when wind blow.. its very cold.

they use the same plug pt as sg..

exchange rate: S$1=HK$6

15/1/2011

we reach in evening..

so went for dinner then back to room rest..

Sofitel room is quite nice!

16/1/2011

went to the "Centro"..

which is the shopping square in macau..

we tried the rather famous dessert made from cow's milk

 its like beancurd but its made of cow's milk instead of soya bean..

not bad la.. not super nice

 we went lunch at this restaurant..

the noodle is suppose to be famous n nice..

 the fried dumpling..

 taste ok la..

 still can go eat as the noodle is quite Q

 bought this red coldwear for HK$200. Sing $34

 then DnD in evening..

cool hor.. our DnD held overseas..

my colleague organise it..

thanks to their effort!

not easy to transport 200 ppl there..

parents in law..

 theme is masquerade

 my sweet love!

 with zp n fen

 with ling..

 everyone has a mask..

i din wear cos scared wig fall off..

whos the handsome man standing behind me!?

haaa

 with sandy..

she's sooo sexy n wild look tat day..

 im so fair..

 Fion is top 20!

thanks for doing smith proud!

 those top11-20

dear with Pru new CEO 

dear got promoted to Financial Service Director!

finally tough times r over!

 cindy top 3!

proud again!

  the 1.3 million agency!

 fion, cindy n stella..

 heee.. my love again..

 gona go back hotel liao..

lucky i got bring my coldwear..

its cold..

 hotel lobby..

17/1/2011

today went zhu hai..

its ez to go...

hotel got shuttle bus to go to custom.

the shopping complex is jus outside the custom..

forgot to bring RMB..

lucky fen got extra..

 ewww... crocodile meat..

 live stock...

im like wah wah wah..

city girl like me seldom see this kinda wet mkt liao..

 mum-in-law wash n blow her hair there..

only 15RMB.. S$3..

i sit down wait..

cos dear n dad went massage..

i also walk til tired..

 then we merge to makan at this very nice place!

more to local food.

 we ordered simple hse kinda food..

n its very nice!

n suoer full too..

5 person, 6 dishes only cost less than 100RMB = S$20!!

the cai sim very fresh too..

 the fish is so strong tat it jump out of its tank n land on floor beside dear..

 the shopping mall..

 alot of fake-branded..

need to bargain n cut the price 70% first..

eg they sell 100rmb, need to start by saying 30rmb then start bargain.

 i bought few things..

cute colour.. the blue bag belongs to lifen.. 

her mum bring along in case we buy alot things.. n it come in handy lor..
so colourful dear.. haa

 my zhu hai buys...

the magic shawl.. sg sell S$20+. at zhu hai.. i bargain until S$11.50..

 i bought a few as gift.. but i think i didnt cut enuf..

i love the pink water pillow.. good for ppl always got air in stomach.

its suppose to put onto stomach to warm stomach..

jus plug the power for less than 5 min n the water is super hot..

i tried n nxt day morning, poo poo alot! haa..

 my liang liang gala bag bought in zhu hai.. they sell 380 RMB.. 

i bargain till 220 RMB = sing$ 44. 

but apparently i heard tat need to bargain price cut by 70%! 

means i shd have bargain it to be 380 x 30% = 114 RMB.

sorta feel i over buy.. but is ok la.. liang liang bag is rather cheap for S$44 ba..

free 3D show tix..

 so so only..

 the tix is bought in sg online..

wont be able to get tix if buy there..

its S$113/tix

 the show.. dancing water.. basically acrobats performance..

 actually i prefer the performance at hainan..

this "show" is choreographed by zhang yimou after his olympics china 2008.

its a MUST go when u r in hainan.

18/1/2011

today's flight is in evening..

so we have the early afternoon to relax..

ziwei intro this dessert stall...

cheap la.. HK$4 = S$0.70

 sago n yam..

yummy!!

 tried the pork cutlet bun...

 so so only...

 came across this local ppl stall..

 like run down lidat..

 dear's curry beef noodle..

nice!

 my pork chop noodle..

noodle n soup ok ok..

pork chop is nice..

only HK$15..

quite little noodle though..

overall i had a good time..

maybe cos i bought things tat i want..

weather abit cold for me though..

dun like to wear a scarf over neck cos will hinder my wig..

so hope i can dun need wear wig in the coming april yokohama trip..
oh i put on 2kg!!!!!
din eat alot leh..
sob...

u can see more pics here

 MILLION DOLLAR AGENCY 2011!!!!!

Daiso

went IMM daiso today..

Daiso is such a nice place to shop..

n things r cheap!
alot of GEMS!

i think i need 1 whole day to really comb the whole store..

but today only walk 2 hrs..

bought many things n this hanger..

good rite..

n its only $2

nxt time if i want buy something, 

will go daiso see 1st before buying from elsewhere..

normal hanger length..

 can extend one!

 now my towel can be hanged wider..

i wana go daiso again!
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am going macau sat-tue..

bz wk.. holiday in sg

am very bz last few days..

either bz viewing hse..

almost down a condo..

but after doing some calculation..

we put on hold..

maybe will buy hdb instead..

not sure yet..

then meet client..

really 1 day 1 activity only..

2 activities makes me super tired n shag out..

then rush to finish up my co-authored book for yr 2010..

this one is 2009 one..

this is 2008 one..

really tired to write just a few pg oh..

this wk finally can rest n relax..

nothing to rush..

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how to lengthen ur holiday..

Magical Aurora!

saw lisa's pic..
she went Tromsø, Norway and saw Aurora..


i melt jus by seeing her pic.
i wana go.. will start to plan!
alaska also can see...


download some pic online!
melt melt melt!
you can see video too
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XNb-eCy5ZcI

hello hair 3-1-2011

this was when im bald...

hello my hair today..

abt 1-1.5cm liao..

very soft.. like baby's hair..
my side burn quite long hor..

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happy 5th yr marriage..

thots

was chatting w 2 姑 while on way to church today..
realize that some of my entries where i say wish can die etc..
make 姑姑s very worried..
they thot i went into depression...
and worried i may really do silly things..

now i recall..
i am clear tat im feeling really low..
i do WISH things can happen to make me less torturing..
maybe im on way to depression???
but i dare not do anything silly in reality...
all those entries are just thots..
im still very rational/logical even when i pen down those negative thots
lucky 姑姑s n dear always stand by me so i can still remain rational..

when i was lying on bed feeling real low..
my way to disperse my unhappiness is to pen it down..
it really do help after expressing it out.
im way too lazy to even stand up to really DO silly things..
i just wana record down how i felt at tat moment..
so now as i look back, i can understand again how i feel tat time..
and it hurts (even now as i read back)..
but im fine now.. dun worry ah..

i guess it also serves as a reference to frs reading it..
in case ur frs n relatives have cancer..
u r able to relate as u've know abit more from my blog..
wat's our thots n feelings day by day..

actually im really scared i may get another cancer.. eg breast cancer..
cos im only 30 n still a long way to live..
i duno whether i can go thru another round...

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anyway im grateful tat i spend x'mas "correctly"..
i was still feeling abit sad tat there nothing on for me on x'mas eve..
cos on facebk, everyone's like gift exchanging/gathering/dinner/partying..
whereas im just with dear..

but on x'mas day itself, i went to 大姑's church..
i reflect on the meaning of x'mas..
and im glad tat i spent it in the most meaningful way...
listen to god's words..
which  我脱离了 10+yrs..
no big fanciful partying/gift exchanging/countdown etc..
just back to god's arm..
and its enuf for me liao..

yesterday bro gave me this..
just nice..
start a brand new yr with daily readup..
inside got date one...
1 day 1 pg..

then i saw 2 姑's drawer got this...
haha.. gona read this...
jus nice for me cos i lose interest in reading easily..
this is easy n fast to have a glance..

New yr gathering

went yx new hse for new yr countdown..

i brought along this yummy mango cake..

made by MIL's fr..

i like cos cake is not so sweet n the mango is very fresh n sweet..

cake's sponge is abit hard they say..

but overall still v nice..

while we girls r at kitchen preparing dinner..

the 2 guys r sitting chatting n waiting...

we had fun preparing..

we all like duno how to cook macaroni.. rice..

so got mild chaotic..

but still fun...

yx's chawanmushi..

so 厉害... know how to do..

apparently its quite ez..

taste nice..

preparing the flour mixture for okonomiyaki, japanese cabbage pancake..

fen beat most of it..

i jus take over to pose for pic..

haaa..

fen teaching us make handroll

its really ez..

jus cook jap rice..

mix some jap vinegar into rice..

then roll..

the jap rice need to be cooled before wrapping..

so fen cool in front of fan..

so funny..

lay the seaweed, press rice..

squeeze Mayonnaise.. put crab meat..

jap pickle.. crab roe etc..

then wrap..

1st time doing hand roll..

its really ez to prepare n do..

n it taste nice!

yx/hy/fen fried the jap cabbage pancake...

taste good too..

yx talented oh...

all 1st time do..

she jus read instruction...

as zp came late...

she had to do washing...

hahaha..

and we all jus watch her wash...

so funny...

thereafter, we played different style taboo..

1st we jus jus explain the taboo word..

then we change to using action.. charade..

then we change to passing action charade..

the word is shown to 1st person, then pass down the action to 2nd n 3rd..

last person must guess the ans...

its was sooo funny..

see below..



can u guess the ans?

its "hungry ghost festival"

but MQ tot its "七孔流血"

haaa...

others are more censored actions...

like "dick lee", "virgin", "kumar" etc..

haaa..

overall i had a great time..

esp not ez to gather all of us..

however, i dun really have any "wish" for 2011..

like sian of even wishing la..

am i being pessimistic?

sec sch buddies

met up with carol, val, JY..
nice to chit chit chat chat..

JY is pregnant again...
val got new sweet bf deliver her ice cream out of nowhere..
n she's super happy...
幸福小女人!
so sweet!

quotas

me: "dear wat time u home? i need to go marketing.. alot things to buy.. very heavy"

so we went NTUC mkting..
carried heavy stuffs home..

awhile later at home..

me: "dear help me hang clothes..."
me: "dear.. throw rubbish"
me: "dear help me keep the charges...."
me: "dear help me..."

dear: "pls pls.. i've reached my housework quotas for today..."

me: "*_*"

tmr quota reset k..
haha...
<3 <3
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so fast.. our wedding anniversary 3/1..
5 yrs into marriage..
9 yrs into pa-tor-ing..
still sweet n going strong!
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went back to church again last sun..
will continue to go church every sun..
im happy..

pottery 22/12/10... breakfast 23/12/10... x'mas

finally start to meet my beloved frs..

before my operation, we went do pottery for yx birthday..

this is the part 1 pic..

unpainted

we met up to paint the pottery..

hy n zp cant make it, so dear join in to help out..

mine is the extreme left..

i get tired fast..

so we paint for 1 hr, and after painting,

me n dear leave 1st, cos im v tired..

the colour looks pastel..

but after its been heated,

it'll be darker...

we need to go back again to collect..

but yx will go collect instead liao..

no need we all go.

lifen's

zp's but lifen paint it..

yx's..

jus the 4 of us..

hy's but dear paint it..

not bad hor..

distinctive colours..

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today went Prive w xy n vette for breakfast..

its an atas place..

located at marina keppel bay..

got yacht..

its my 1st time there..

im like "wah wah wah"..

cos i only know One deg 15, didnt know got another place for yacht..

my Prive Ultimate Breakfast..

quite nice..

cost abt $20++.

dear's big ben..

i think its nicer than coffeebeans's..

more expensive too la..

abt $15++.. 

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today is x'mas eve..

only me n dear..

tmr x'mas day im going church party with 大姑 n 2姑..

21/12/10 end of suffer

Am much better now.
Anus cut pain left 10%.
Stil left 1 small cut, but very bearable la..

Sat stay overnite @ ah ma hse.
Love being there..

Today went for appt liao.
Got close case :)
So far strength to talk is ok.
Think hav energy for 1 client/ 1 activity per day.

A fr told me I shd hav a "full stop" entry regarding my cancer n implications etc..

So this shall be it..
Nxt entry shd be "happyjomei" activity liao

Bye bye cancer n all sufferings!!

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15/12/10

Anus cut pain is 10-20% only.
Am glad tat pain is greatly reduced.
But today seems to be more pain.
Its so confusing, yest seems better, today seems more pain. Sigh..

Was out to plaza sing yest to run some errand. Thot I've fully recovered, even put facebk tat I can start meeting frs.

But not really ah..
Out 4hrs I start to get v tired.
Stand 15-20min, need to sit down rest.
Also v scared to go out cos scared suddenly stomach n need to pass motion.
I'm scared of poo outside cos of the anus pain. @ home at least more comfy n got all the antiseptic n cream to apply.

I still can't find back the happy me yet.
But I'm not so down now la..
Shd be improving ba..
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10/12/10 antiseptic

Yesterday mum-law let me try a liquid antiseptic she always use for cuts, say it v gd.

So yest I apply few times, today also apply.

Amazingly, although "sok sok", my anus cut pain reduce 50-60% when poo!!

Can also feel its healing!

Its better than doc medicine!

Thank god!

Shd have use earlier.

and its cheaper than see doc!

Jus now ah ma call me, she sound sad to know my anus cut pain, I'm so 心痛 tat ah ma stil hav to worry abt me.

also hope that my strength/energy recover soon.

so i can start working..

my mood so far so so..

not really happy yet..

7/12/10 finish all treatment

Today is last day of radiotheraphy.
also marks the end of all treatments.
Doc say life is back to normal now.

I shd b jumping w joy, but I dun feel any happiness..
Duno why..

Is it my mood not back yet?
Is it cos anus cut still not recover, so I can't be fully happy? Since its still very painful when pee/poo..
Is it tat I'm not a happy girl anymore?
Have I change to be a pessimistic person now?

I kinda feel lost too..
For past 7 wks, I wake up, take lunch, then go radio, which at least makes me go out of hse everyday.
Now tat I dun need to go radio, wat shd I do everyday?
I dun wana go back work 1st cos anus not recover, n not much energy/strength to talk/be active yet..
Feel tired easily.

I've got a lot of work backlog though.

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1/12/10 - every little thing they do

Every little thing gugu n dear do make me v touched.

Few days ago, 2 gu sms me...

"知道你很辛苦，但希望你坚持下去。在婆婆还没有倒下不起之前，你无论如何都不能放弃活着。姑姑很少求你，但这次要求你忍痛留着小命，将来陪我一起跟婆婆说再见，然后好好跟爱你的Smith生活，跟姑姑旅行…

I knew I need to pick myself up.

Jus now dear help me apply medicine @ anus.
He has to insert finger into my anus.
Its been tough for a big boy to do such meticulous nursing chores.
Last time he help me change the urine tube dressing, clean/bathe me, now he goto insert finger for me, n he's so gentle when doing it.
Its not ez task for dear too..

I thank them for everything they do.
I'm slowly getting better..
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